reincarnatedwish

From loved, I leveled myself to dullness, drained from all love I once had, which quickly fell to the point of heartbreak. Who knew that that small spark inside of me could cause me so much torture to no end. It hurts. No one knows. Of course, that's expected of a silent person; always caging inner secrets and emotions. I degrade myself to a mere whim. An inferior human being below sea level in comparison. I fail. I set impossible goals that are supported by mere fantasy. It's useless. No matter how much I strive, no matter how much effort I exert, nothing happens. Is this all I can do? Simply pointless. It's hard, living in a world where th